Please pardon me for lack of a positive entry but there are certain issues that I need to get off my chest.

I really do wish that I was more of an extrovert, a people-person. If you ask me, it really sucks sometimes to be trapped in your own little 'shell' just because you happen to be naturally shy and reserved. I know what you all are going to say, that I should try to break out of this..blah blah blah. Yes, I am trying. It isn't as easy as it looks, seriously. To tell the truth, I get the jitters when faced with the prospect of meeting a new person one-on-one.

Another thing, I don't like being an 'emo' person and by 'emo' I'm not talking about that mainstream poseur crap. No one understands you, and you can't even understand yourself. Perhaps there are some strengths in being 'emo'? Well I do not know about that for now, that's for sure. Being sensitive to the feelings of others is good but with it also comes the inability to take criticisms well.

I think I need some serious ego-boosting. Right now as I'm typing this, I'm feeling very edgy over some consent form for psychological research participation which I was supposed to submit on Wed. Perhaps this is causing the irritable mood and hence, this entry. Gahh!